When I returned to Berlin, everything was already closed. My hairstyle was crappy and the hundred thousand Turkish hairdressers in Neukölln were closed. Without further ado, I shaved my hair off. It didn't look any better after that, but it was the beginning of an intensive phase of self-reflection. How do I feel in my body? How does my home look like and how do I appear in it? I photographed myself in different life situations, often completely unnatural and captured other moments in my everyday life for three weeks in Berlin.